That I'm sick and ache all over. I don't mind aching when I earn it, lots of sex, PT test, obstacle course, back packing. But just sitting and acheing because of the flu sucks.
But what's mainly on my mind is sex. I've had two very interesting dreams lately. First, I very rarely dream about sex. Second, when I do dream about sex I rarely remember more then the occasional flashes and that's it.
But, twice is as many weeks I've had vivid dreams that I easily remembered. Well, the first one was kind of hard to forget, she lasted after I woke up. Alarm went off and I opened my eyes, in my tent, here in iraq, looked at the time, on my clock here in iraq, then looked down at the women sleeping in bed with me. As soon as I looked at her, still sleeping, she just faded away. My arm was under her head and I felt the pressure go away, as well as the touch of her red hair. The only sense that didn't pick it up was my smell (wich is odd, in sex it's a very memorable senses). I remember her face clearly, and she's no one I know but she did look like Goddess, but it wasn't her. Didn't bother me or freak me out at all, rather peacful to think about really. Well, where's the sex you might ask? I don't remember that part, but I know that look and apparently we had quite the time.
Second was last night, I start remembering the dream 'already in progress' as I just finish having sex with, um, sombody? I kind of move over inbetween the next pair of legs and
I go to line my dick up and notice that she's got a dick, she's a very small very pretty transexual, pale skin with adorable freckles (I so wanted to see if she had them on her ass), red hair, delicate elfin feature, again no one I know (and she doesn't look like anyone I know either). Well, I line up with her ass and lay down on her but don't push in, just started talking to her. Where she's from and what she does, found out that she was in the Army, doesn't plan on getting a sex change, etc. While there is some kind of action going on all around us, we get to know each other quite well. Then have sex (wich was very good, was surprised that I didn't have a wet patch in my shorts this morning). Ok, so not real graphic but I know I have some readers with children who are starting to read. "Mommy, what's a transexual?"
Both times I woke up without being horny or down (dreaming of being with a women than waking up alone can send me spiraling down into depression) and thinking about them, espicially the first one, is settling.
Well, redheads have been on my mind so I got the above icon of Shayera Hol (Hawk girl). Found out that this program I have to play movies can play just about any kind, and it can do snapshots so I'm having fun with it.
Oh, and some funny shit
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/im_in_an_open_relationship_withPolyamorous Spirituality?
http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/14209906/detail.htmlCome on, was he really hurting the dog?