Having cancer sucks!
I had a really depressing day. All was fine and dandy, until one of my "friends" made a remark about how I'm like a "bitch" (female dog), because I'm fixed just like the rest of them. I started crying so hard, I ran to my car and just drove away, infact I was crying so hard I nearly crashed head on with another car. The friend that made that remark has called me 13 times since eight o'clock, but I'm not picking it up cause I don't want to talk to her. My good friend Ashley called me and tried to apologize for that pompous whore but I told her not to waist her breathe. I don't understand why she said that, she knows how I have all these issues I'm still dealing with, and when she said that remark, I felt my heart stop and my lungs collapse. Lindsey Dolle told me once, that only the people that God knows will be able to handle having cancer are the strong, courageous people that will in time use their sorrow to achieve the battle against cancer. Thanks Dolle. I don't know if or when I should forgive that back-stabbing skank. (sorry I'm so violent, I just feel so...... so broken )