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i love my family, i love my son.
it's hard to love these boys so much but still be so sad. i'm getting over it though.
i love my job and i love the children i work with, however Natalie can get me a job with her making close to twice as much, i wont be able to spend all day with Noah but it will be nice to leave my rediculous boss (she's crazy),
i feel bad about Ian because it's very hard to be a mother and still be able to have a life...Dear Ian, it's not at all that i don't want to hang out with you just that having a son is a very time consuming and strenuous task and when i do have 5 minutes to myself, i'm usually trying to sleep. i'm really truly sorry and i will try and get with you ASAP.
on a lighter note, i have a beautiful baby boy that you all would be jealous of, i am. i love him with all my heart and i wouldn't wish for anything better than motherhood. i have a great support system and everything is unfolding better than imaginable.
it's hard to love these boys so much but still be so sad. i'm getting over it though.
i love my job and i love the children i work with, however Natalie can get me a job with her making close to twice as much, i wont be able to spend all day with Noah but it will be nice to leave my rediculous boss (she's crazy),
i feel bad about Ian because it's very hard to be a mother and still be able to have a life...Dear Ian, it's not at all that i don't want to hang out with you just that having a son is a very time consuming and strenuous task and when i do have 5 minutes to myself, i'm usually trying to sleep. i'm really truly sorry and i will try and get with you ASAP.
on a lighter note, i have a beautiful baby boy that you all would be jealous of, i am. i love him with all my heart and i wouldn't wish for anything better than motherhood. i have a great support system and everything is unfolding better than imaginable.