soooooo yeahhhhhhhh
so everything seems like it's being put back together. I finally stood my ground and said what was on my mind. Felt good! lol
The house/apartment is officially mine and Paris'! Well, as of May 11th it will be, and Gunner will be with me!! I'm so excited to be with my baby!!! =] =]
Speaking of my baby... Me and Tony have been at it again. idk... it's just weird because I know it's the whole distance and time thing. I'm just so busy with class and and he's busy with work, we just never really have time to talk. We have little 10 minute conversations, but they usually lead to arguing. If I have only 10 minutes to talk to you, I don't want to spend it arguing. I know that we don't really mean it, but it's just so frustrating. I know that if he was still up at school with me, this wouldn't even be happening.... Just pure frustration I guess. I miss having long talks til 4 in the morning like we used to have. I miss going to sleep with him every night. I guess I was just so spoiled in the summer and I got both.
I just can't wait for school to be over and then do real life things. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with Tony Chavez Miller! I love all the progress that I am making in my life, and I feel like every decision is getting me closer and closer =]
The house/apartment is officially mine and Paris'! Well, as of May 11th it will be, and Gunner will be with me!! I'm so excited to be with my baby!!! =] =]
Speaking of my baby... Me and Tony have been at it again. idk... it's just weird because I know it's the whole distance and time thing. I'm just so busy with class and and he's busy with work, we just never really have time to talk. We have little 10 minute conversations, but they usually lead to arguing. If I have only 10 minutes to talk to you, I don't want to spend it arguing. I know that we don't really mean it, but it's just so frustrating. I know that if he was still up at school with me, this wouldn't even be happening.... Just pure frustration I guess. I miss having long talks til 4 in the morning like we used to have. I miss going to sleep with him every night. I guess I was just so spoiled in the summer and I got both.
I just can't wait for school to be over and then do real life things. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with Tony Chavez Miller! I love all the progress that I am making in my life, and I feel like every decision is getting me closer and closer =]