oh my life

Dec 27, 2011 19:48

I am sick of being one of those people that it just used and abused all the time. I try not to give a shit but when I see stuff on facebook about people coming into town and not saying a thing. Makes me sad that people don't think about including me when they go to visit people.

Hell I'm just gonna come out and say it. No one ever reads this anyways....

I hate that Jenna and Kari do absolutely every thing together. Yes, I would like to go visit Lindsay and see Aunt Robin when she comes to visit. Yes I would like to eat dinner with you guys instead of not eating at all. Yes I would like to know that the money that we had been saving up was spend on food for you two. I don't know how to cook anything, so I would have no problem forking over money when it was time to go and buy groceries. I don't like being alone, but that's what I do because I feel like a nuisance to you guys. We used to get along great, but I am not sure what happened this year. I always get left out and it really hurts my feelings. I try to ignore everything but I can't be a push-over. If I try to talk to them about it they would just get pissed and defensive and point out all of my flaws. && I just don't wanna deal with that mess cuz everything would just get worse. I just feel like it's a waste of time.

idk I just try to live my life like it's no big deal, but I am a person and I have feelings too. I'm just really happy that Paris is gonna be up there with me this semester and we'll be fine together. I'm actually quite anxious to move in with her because we are a lot alike and that will be a lot better. I just dont want to deal with all of this bull shit again, and I know I won't with her.

Drama filled life. What can ya expect living with girls......
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