Aug 10, 2004 23:40
This entry is just about one boy...about how i feel 4 him and stuff im sure most of u will get annoyed bored and nauseas reading so dont even bother lol...those of u who do read ENJOY!
I've grown to care so much 4 this guy. Ever since we fixed things i've been so much happier. I never thought that me, janet isla, would actually feel this way 4 some1. Im not in2 the relationship thing but this guy has completely done a 360 on me. I want to be with him...i enjoy his company like no1 elses. I wake up and hes the 1st thing on my mind. Last night we were 2 gether and i've never felt so happy and relieved to finally know that theres an "us" now and it's real! Two months of hell i went through with this kid...not knowing how we would end up but knowing that someday we had to be 2 gether, i wasnt gonna give up on him cuz i had a gut feeling he cared as much as i did. Those two months of hell and hope definitely paid off. So now i just enjoy my time with him and see what the future holds 4 us....
Thanku to "u" 4 being so awsome and 4 showing me a whole new great feeling.