Havent you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?
FUCKKKKKKKKK.
Yesterday I worked from 1-6 at MJR then after work I chilled at home until about 930 my mom pissed me off so I left the house and drove down Gratiot. All the way to downtown Mt. Clemens. Amanda called me after she left the football game at her school and told me to meet her and kyle and this other girl at Premier around 10:15 so I headed back to Chesterfield and got there right at the same time they did. It was all right but while Amanda and her friend Barbara were off getting drinks I asked Kyle if likes Amanda and he said Yes and that she likes him too but he doesnt know if theyre gonna go out or not because shes a huge flirt and he doesnt like that too much. So I felt kinda weird after that because I dunno. I liked him sooo much for SO LONG and its just weird whenever I see him being all weird with girls. So then this guy Mike and his friend Steve came and so Amanda and Barbara were talking to them the whole time and Amanda KISSED MIKE in front of Kyle. I felt bad for him because I know how it feels to see someone you really like be with someone else that they really like. So we stayed there til 12 then i went home and fell asleep.
Today I woke up and Kyle called and asked if I wanted to go see a movie and hang out with him and I said sure. He called around to see who else wanted to go and it turns out it was just me, him and Amanda. yeah.
So basically I was the third wheel because halfway into the movie they got all cuddley and what not. YEAH.
YEAH
FUCK YOU
I was upset because I reallly dont like the idea of them dating or just being flirty with each other, its weird plus, you know, the thing i had with kyle.
So i left and talked to the people working and i had alot more fun doing that than watching the movie. after the movie we went to kyles house and they werent being toooo weird but they still were too close for my comfort.
I dont know whats worse, being the third wheel with a guy you used to really like and a friend or being the third wheel with your 2 good friends that seem to have fallen in love over night...? i think its kinda the same thing, so yea
tonight i am alone.
rachel is with adam, giovanna is studying.
i rented Guess Who? so I guess I'll go watch that.
ahhhhhhh.
Yesterday I worked from 1-6 at MJR then after work I chilled at home until about 930 my mom pissed me off so I left the house and drove down Gratiot. All the way to downtown Mt. Clemens. Amanda called me after she left the football game at her school and told me to meet her and kyle and this other girl at Premier around 10:15 so I headed back to Chesterfield and got there right at the same time they did. It was all right but while Amanda and her friend Barbara were off getting drinks I asked Kyle if likes Amanda and he said Yes and that she likes him too but he doesnt know if theyre gonna go out or not because shes a huge flirt and he doesnt like that too much. So I felt kinda weird after that because I dunno. I liked him sooo much for SO LONG and its just weird whenever I see him being all weird with girls. So then this guy Mike and his friend Steve came and so Amanda and Barbara were talking to them the whole time and Amanda KISSED MIKE in front of Kyle. I felt bad for him because I know how it feels to see someone you really like be with someone else that they really like. So we stayed there til 12 then i went home and fell asleep.
Today I woke up and Kyle called and asked if I wanted to go see a movie and hang out with him and I said sure. He called around to see who else wanted to go and it turns out it was just me, him and Amanda. yeah.
So basically I was the third wheel because halfway into the movie they got all cuddley and what not. YEAH.
YEAH
FUCK YOU
I was upset because I reallly dont like the idea of them dating or just being flirty with each other, its weird plus, you know, the thing i had with kyle.
So i left and talked to the people working and i had alot more fun doing that than watching the movie. after the movie we went to kyles house and they werent being toooo weird but they still were too close for my comfort.
I dont know whats worse, being the third wheel with a guy you used to really like and a friend or being the third wheel with your 2 good friends that seem to have fallen in love over night...? i think its kinda the same thing, so yea
tonight i am alone.
rachel is with adam, giovanna is studying.
i rented Guess Who? so I guess I'll go watch that.
ahhhhhhh.