Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Today was my first day working at Kohls. I was supposed to work from 9-4:45. Around 11 I started feeling really achey and I had cramps so bad and guess what! i started my period in the middle of the damn morning. I was pissed! So I'm like (this is graphic, so skip it if you must) bleeding out of my anus and I have no form of protection and I'm kinda flipping out cause I dont know any of the employees so I cant ask them and I couldnt be like Yo, I need to leave so I can go change and swallow a bottle of pills while I'm at it. So I shoved some ''protection'' in me during my lunch break and continued the day. Day was going all right til about 1:30 while I was doing some audio training on the register and my cramps were getting worse, it was hard to stand still and out of nowhere I was in a cold sweat. so I went to the bathroom and still felt really shitty. I saw Anne, the lady who was directing my training today and she saw me leave the bathroom and asked me if i was okay so I told her and I said I'd try to finish off the day which I knew was impossible since there was almost three hours left to go. I made it to about 3:00 when i paged Anne and told her I needed to go home. Luckily she let me and I get to finish my training tomorrow. I came home and took some meds, ate some soup and laid in bed with a heating pad directly on my lower abs, ON THE SKIN, which you shouldnt do cause you could burn yourself but i was about to die. I am happy about being in only 2 hours tomorrow because it wont be a really long day like today was, should only be about two hours and then I'll get to go home yay. So yeah today was slightly shitty and my cramps are coming back again. So I'm gonna go to bed, watch some tv and all that jazz.
I HATE PMSING. Things are making me upset.
I HATE PMSING. Things are making me upset.