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It's been forever huh? Man, Han hooked me up with this almost two years ago!! Kinda stopped writing in it when people started to get offended with my thoughts lol Hmm...
Well, I'm missin Jesse like crazy and I feel like absolutely NO ONE is behind me on this one. He just made my summer---one to remember. Maybe I should stop thinking about it so much?
So yesterday I applied to Miami--kinda nervous about that one. I find out February 1st so let me tell you...I will be counting down. I've always wanted to go there...but with Jesse being there it just feels so right. And all my life I've been wrong.
Not everything can always be perfect...but when I was with him it 'felt' like things were all together, my life was in order and so on. Now? Geez--I dunno what's going on anymore. Seems like I'm in bind with reality and my dreams...only problem is, my dreams are what keep me going all day and reality is always what's stopping me.
Eesh, ok well it's off to bed I go. Vball game @ Oberlin tomorrow and I can already tell I'ma be tired. But hey, we're 3-1 (that's 75% if you ask Jesse)G'nite guys...<3
Well, I'm missin Jesse like crazy and I feel like absolutely NO ONE is behind me on this one. He just made my summer---one to remember. Maybe I should stop thinking about it so much?
So yesterday I applied to Miami--kinda nervous about that one. I find out February 1st so let me tell you...I will be counting down. I've always wanted to go there...but with Jesse being there it just feels so right. And all my life I've been wrong.
Not everything can always be perfect...but when I was with him it 'felt' like things were all together, my life was in order and so on. Now? Geez--I dunno what's going on anymore. Seems like I'm in bind with reality and my dreams...only problem is, my dreams are what keep me going all day and reality is always what's stopping me.
Eesh, ok well it's off to bed I go. Vball game @ Oberlin tomorrow and I can already tell I'ma be tired. But hey, we're 3-1 (that's 75% if you ask Jesse)G'nite guys...<3