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Posting from aboard the bus back to Chicago.
My mom cried when she dropped me off at the station, and I feel like doing the same.
Being home was less than thrilling, but I was really in no hurry to go back to my life and to adulthood.
Now it's time to think about getting a job, and money, and about fixing friendships with people I've lost touch with when I got so busy.
It doesn't help that winter's finally come, and while there's no snow yet, the sky is gray all day and it's bitterly cold.
Winter weather has never done anything good for my mental health.
I know the only ways to combat it are to stay productive and active, to eat well, get exercise and have good relationships with people- -but I'm not sure I have the strength right now to do all that.
Unfortunately life wont wait for me to rest and relax and gather the energy it takes to become a successful person. My responsibilities wont stop rain or shine, and they don't care how I'm feeling day to day.
Time to be an adult.
Here goes~
My mom cried when she dropped me off at the station, and I feel like doing the same.
Being home was less than thrilling, but I was really in no hurry to go back to my life and to adulthood.
Now it's time to think about getting a job, and money, and about fixing friendships with people I've lost touch with when I got so busy.
It doesn't help that winter's finally come, and while there's no snow yet, the sky is gray all day and it's bitterly cold.
Winter weather has never done anything good for my mental health.
I know the only ways to combat it are to stay productive and active, to eat well, get exercise and have good relationships with people- -but I'm not sure I have the strength right now to do all that.
Unfortunately life wont wait for me to rest and relax and gather the energy it takes to become a successful person. My responsibilities wont stop rain or shine, and they don't care how I'm feeling day to day.
Time to be an adult.
Here goes~