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[outt_loud]

It's over. It's so hard to take everything you've known for so long; and leave it behind. The last four years have been unbelievably wonderful; and I really hate how it's all over. Today was hard. Some people asked howcome we cried. I've gotten so close to so many people; it's crazy. The thought of leaving them; just not being able to get up in the middle of class to share thoughts and secrets; just everything I couldn't tell everyone else but needed to get out. The thought of not sitting together in the middle of the class room at lunch time. The thought of leaving people who make my day so much better with a simple hug or talk. The thought of looking at photographs and feeling lost. The thought of change. I hate that. I wish we didn't have to leave.

Then this

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.

Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past

Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon

Thank you for everything
So please don't be a part of my past. came on & it pretty much says it the best.

I'll never forget you guys & I hope we can stay in touch until we're really really old. :)