this is me wishing you into the worst situations..
this is me screaming for anything, anyone at all. this is my way of pushing the world away. this is me wanting everything i can never have. this is me pretending that i don't care. this is my way of faking life. this is the way i cry myself to sleep, and the nights that i can't even force myself to cry. this is my internal anger and need for love. this is what my life has become..meaningless.