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So I think I am going to update my journal. (Emphasis on the MY)
Let's see.
Life has been extremely crazy lately.
but please when is my life not crazy?
Jess finally ended things with Jenna
as we all knew it wouldn't last.
Most people assume that Jess and I are getting back together but you can't just forget that fact that she had a 3month "relationship" with some one else.
So honestly I have no idea what's going on with me and her.
We've been fighting alot and that's not a good sign but i think it's only because we are both hurt that we both hurt eachother so badly and are both too stubborn to admit it.
The first marking quarter is finally over and that means theres only 3 more to go before school is over.
Woo Hoo.
I did alright in most of my classes minus human anatomy but at least I passed.
I started seeing this guy Dan and idk things were going really well but then Jess has to utter those 3 small words and my whole world got all messed up.
So me being the heartless bitch that I am said i wanted space from him and that clearly isnt what he wants.
Uh idk what I want.
Jess and I got in this huge fight lastnight and shes like well it's over now
But i'm sure it's not because if it takes one stupid fight to end us then the past 3months have been worthless.
I guess we'll see.
It's almost Christmas time and I really don't like the holidays.
I reread what I wrote last christmas and actually incorporated it into one of my creative writing personal essays.
I'll most likely post that when it's all finished.
The only highlight of Christmas is dessert at Jess' house.
And when the gingerbread men come out<3
And decorating her christmas tree/watching elf.
Not that I know for sure I will be included this year but she keeps hinting that I am so i guess we'll see?
Work is extremely boring and I really don't know why I just don't quit.
I read alot now which is good.
I just finished Deception Point by Dan brown and it was really good and now I'm reading Sloppy Firsts which i heard from a couple people was good.
Tonight I might go see Harry Potter at 12am with a Avianna and some others haha I'm really cool I swear. I just want to see people dressed up as the characters..that would REALLY make me happy.
Well I guess I will update when things change in my life.
And since that's everyday expect one soon<3
Let's see.
Life has been extremely crazy lately.
but please when is my life not crazy?
Jess finally ended things with Jenna
as we all knew it wouldn't last.
Most people assume that Jess and I are getting back together but you can't just forget that fact that she had a 3month "relationship" with some one else.
So honestly I have no idea what's going on with me and her.
We've been fighting alot and that's not a good sign but i think it's only because we are both hurt that we both hurt eachother so badly and are both too stubborn to admit it.
The first marking quarter is finally over and that means theres only 3 more to go before school is over.
Woo Hoo.
I did alright in most of my classes minus human anatomy but at least I passed.
I started seeing this guy Dan and idk things were going really well but then Jess has to utter those 3 small words and my whole world got all messed up.
So me being the heartless bitch that I am said i wanted space from him and that clearly isnt what he wants.
Uh idk what I want.
Jess and I got in this huge fight lastnight and shes like well it's over now
But i'm sure it's not because if it takes one stupid fight to end us then the past 3months have been worthless.
I guess we'll see.
It's almost Christmas time and I really don't like the holidays.
I reread what I wrote last christmas and actually incorporated it into one of my creative writing personal essays.
I'll most likely post that when it's all finished.
The only highlight of Christmas is dessert at Jess' house.
And when the gingerbread men come out<3
And decorating her christmas tree/watching elf.
Not that I know for sure I will be included this year but she keeps hinting that I am so i guess we'll see?
Work is extremely boring and I really don't know why I just don't quit.
I read alot now which is good.
I just finished Deception Point by Dan brown and it was really good and now I'm reading Sloppy Firsts which i heard from a couple people was good.
Tonight I might go see Harry Potter at 12am with a Avianna and some others haha I'm really cool I swear. I just want to see people dressed up as the characters..that would REALLY make me happy.
Well I guess I will update when things change in my life.
And since that's everyday expect one soon<3