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So I am bored at work so I will update my lovely journal.
I do not know what to be for Halloween and that makes me very upset.
If anyone has any ideas please let me know.
I was going to be a lion but that got canceled.
So Tatiana and I have come to the conclusion that "God" just doesnt like me and wants me to die.
I cannot get the medicene for my stomagh that I need because insurance does not pay for it.
I have a torn cornea (sp?) and I cannot wear my contacts
And I have to see a lovely new doctor who can provide with me medication that is conviently located down the block from that girl who used to love me's house.
UG
Today was just not my day.
AH and now i just tried to put my eye drops in and i of course was using my mirror that has makeup on the bottom so now my chin is purple.
If anything else can go wrong.
Please let me know.
I have become obsessed with the book "The Hell with Love"
It makes me really happy because it really describes all the stages you go through after a break up.
I am at rage right now.
I am kind of skipping orders because i was in sadness for a while, then moving on, then relapse, and now rage.
Hopefully after rage will come Moving on again so I can forget about her.
So now that i currently have glasses, a purple chin and a retarded stomagh its time for me to kill myself slowly with cigarettes that i am suppose to be stopping so i can get surgery for an implant.
The only person who i care about<3
as a martyr: im so tired
as a martyr: i was so dead when you called me
as a martyr: i didnt know what i was saying to you
as a martyr: all i know is that u sounded adorable and i wanted to grab you and snuggle
I do not know what to be for Halloween and that makes me very upset.
If anyone has any ideas please let me know.
I was going to be a lion but that got canceled.
So Tatiana and I have come to the conclusion that "God" just doesnt like me and wants me to die.
I cannot get the medicene for my stomagh that I need because insurance does not pay for it.
I have a torn cornea (sp?) and I cannot wear my contacts
And I have to see a lovely new doctor who can provide with me medication that is conviently located down the block from that girl who used to love me's house.
UG
Today was just not my day.
AH and now i just tried to put my eye drops in and i of course was using my mirror that has makeup on the bottom so now my chin is purple.
If anything else can go wrong.
Please let me know.
I have become obsessed with the book "The Hell with Love"
It makes me really happy because it really describes all the stages you go through after a break up.
I am at rage right now.
I am kind of skipping orders because i was in sadness for a while, then moving on, then relapse, and now rage.
Hopefully after rage will come Moving on again so I can forget about her.
So now that i currently have glasses, a purple chin and a retarded stomagh its time for me to kill myself slowly with cigarettes that i am suppose to be stopping so i can get surgery for an implant.
The only person who i care about<3
as a martyr: im so tired
as a martyr: i was so dead when you called me
as a martyr: i didnt know what i was saying to you
as a martyr: all i know is that u sounded adorable and i wanted to grab you and snuggle