Jul 02, 2004 12:59
The source is bright and endless!!thats the first thing i mustremind myself of ,you have to take yur self out of yur body sometimes and look what yur doin to yurself and the people around you,i have done alott of painful things to my family and the people that care for me,im goin to get help i owe it to myself i owe it to my reflection i owe this to a couple of people also i owe it my mom june.my sis ambur,mydad rick,mysis kayla,my uncle jimmy,my best friend sasha and tiffany,mybrotherchris!!all these people deserve to see me make something out of my self and im gonna give it to them,i have to Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.Reaching out to embrace the random.Reaching out to embrace whatever may come Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind i had to mention this to me i had to mention anything now im gonna watch the weather change!this is my ife and im doin it all for me and and the people that believed in me!!i love you all for believeing in me andknowing im a better person!!im sorry for everyting guys but i will come out a changed person i will go in a little boy and come out a man!its gonna be hard theres no tool but this will put me in a state of vulnerability!i will be fine i love you guys!!I may find peace within the emptiness How pitiful, I must go now there calling me....