im on everybodies shit list
gosh i feel as if i am on everybodies shit list literally you know.......all day it seemed as if i had piss me off on my forehead and everybody was trying to work my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!! i relly miss art he is trully my knight in shinning armor, he makes me so happy when he is with my i feel as if i dont have to worry about all of the problems in my life i dont know what i would do if i were to lose him......he has made me happier then i could have ever imagined, i know i shouldnt depend on him so much but i need someone to listen with an open ear and trully understand me i mean its not as if my friends dont but they arent going to be there late at night to hold me and kiss me to make it all better....wow!!!!!!! not to be of topic i just called jordan and appologized about being a bitch because i know i was and all he had to say was "ok" yeah well thats all i get WOW thats pretty amazing you know. i dont know what i am going to do all week without him to talk to and make me feel better....i guess ill have to wait until friday.....