Stranger
I can't sleep. I probably slept for 15 minutes, but my neck is burning with a searing pain. One of these days I'm going to have to address whatever is wrong with it...but that's not today.
I leave in ten days. I will leave Medford, the people I have met there, and this phase of my life behind forever. It's heavy, but necessary. I'm not getting any younger. I'm older, more alone, more desperate. I will not find peace of mind until I succeed. I will not rest until I can break the curses I seem to have inherited. So, it's onto Phoenix. Onto music school, onto bigger and better things, onto a new playing field. I don't know if I'll keep to myself more than I have been, or open up a little. I honestly have no idea how things will go down there.
There was going to be more...ha, I got distracted. I really need to try to get back to sleep. That's all for now.
I leave in ten days. I will leave Medford, the people I have met there, and this phase of my life behind forever. It's heavy, but necessary. I'm not getting any younger. I'm older, more alone, more desperate. I will not find peace of mind until I succeed. I will not rest until I can break the curses I seem to have inherited. So, it's onto Phoenix. Onto music school, onto bigger and better things, onto a new playing field. I don't know if I'll keep to myself more than I have been, or open up a little. I honestly have no idea how things will go down there.
There was going to be more...ha, I got distracted. I really need to try to get back to sleep. That's all for now.