Dec 30, 2004 14:13
She ended our 2 years and 2 months on the day before last.
It hit me hard as hell.
I really dont know what to do.
I don't know how to act anymore.
I don't know what to expect anymore.
I can't stop shaking.
She said that she needs space and that it is definitely temporary.
I believe her.
I know she loves me.
Our plans for the future are the same.
I need her.
She is happy with me...when we are together and on the phone.
I can tell.
It's getting like it used to be.
I get the butterflies and I can see hers.
What I ask of my friends is to help me.
I need help to stand up.
I need my friends.
I am falling.
Please help to catch me.
I need her.
I love her.
She loves me.
That is all I know in this crazy world.