May 27, 2008 00:01
MAN... no car is stressin' me O-U-T. I think I'm to the point in my life where I'm ready to move out of the house now. I feel bad to a certain degree because I feel like my family needs me and I still kind of need them, but also, I'm definitely to the point in my mind where it is time to leave. Maybe they don't really NEED me, but I know that they want me here a lot... I just get depressed being stuck here all the time, like for real. The only people or, uhh... PERSON... I can really hang out with are in Lexington and I have no way to get there. I guess I can't really tell if I'm just being a silly, emotional girl, or if that really doesn't even matter, because shouldn't I be able to decide what I want for myself? If I feel like I'm ready to move out, for whatever reason, I should be able to, right? So long as I can support myself I don't see why I shouldn't be able to do what I want. And now that I talked to Dustin about it for a second I feel even better about this decision. I just need to figure out how to do it...