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So I dont usually use this thing but im so just down. It really sucks. I wish I wasnt--> just like instead of getting ready for work I wish I was getting ready for a nite out on the town. Not so easy.This all really just sux. This is my 2nd NYE at Oakwood ( in a row) I wouldnt be so upset if I had a yr in between off but nope. I would probably still be bummed cuz I wouldnt be able to be with the girls or kiss Mark at Midnite but hey. Speaking of him. I have fallen so quick for him. I think its cuz I had a crush on him for a year. Maybe? I dont know. He means alot to me and I think we have a strong foundation for such a new relationship. BUT his ex WONT STOP CALLING! he has told her I have asked her and told her its so fucking irritating. I just dont understand. She said she wanted to delete him from her phone-> Well why put his new number in there anyways?! I dont understand it?! Its not that hard. They have been broken up for awhile. I am so thankful he doesnt hide it from me though. SO THANKFUL. I love how completely and brutally honest we are with each other. I have never been in such a good strong relationship. I am so thankful and happy. Idont know. All I know is that I have to get ready for work. ehhhhhhh KILL ME NOW!