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Apr 21, 2004 17:46

hmm what is it about boys that makes me love 'em so much?! i really don't know. 'cept b. he's def. an exception.

oh, and uhh, yah, the 3rd guy in the past year today told me that he wants to marry me. wth?! i'm not that great, seriously boys, c'mon.

well my rents left to go to california today. oh yay, i'm home alone w/ the kids! puke!

sooo... anyways. the oc is on tonite. yay. hopefully the girls will come over to watch it w/ me? i miss watchin it w/ jamie. our friendship has never really been the same since the whole spring break episode. at least we still talk. i'm thankful for that. but i miss her.

oh, and today, i was on the phone w/ ryan cuz he called right when i got off the phone w/ brandon, and chelsea was pissed cuz she couldn't use the phone, so she kept yelling stuff in the phone to ryan about brandon. ryan got pissed. she makes me so mad sometimes.

and now i guess ryan's parents are getting into this whole situation w/ this summer. so i'm talking to chris at the moment and finding out this whole situation. it's so messed up.

anyways, life is so super confusing right now. this summer, boys, school, just life in general. ahhh. once all these major decisions are made i'll finally be able to breathe a collective, deep sigh of relief and life will settle down at last. for a while at least. life with me is never "settled down."

wow... i'm gonna go call b or somethin. i don't know what else to do at times like this. stress sucks. leave me somethin. thanks to my girls for yesterday :)! 143 y'all!
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