Stupid people = really THAT stupid ?!
I knew it! I got up this morning and I just knew that today I was gonna snap at someone, like it was bound to happen. And when I say "someone" I'm talking about one of the people I'm working with, like she's annoying as crap, because she always finds something she can rub in my face. Today I guess she decided she was gonna bitch-slap me by lecturing me about the "importance of money" and how I need to grow the fuck up and not spend all our money on crap - for anyone who came across my journal and cares to know: we split most the money we have at work and she's greedy as fuck, so yeah - I basically told her to fuck off, but still being really nice and all. But she kept waving her luck making 2 billion bucks/ year right in my sorry ass broke face and I didn't wanna share with her my whole life story so I told her I was gonna go now and good bye. And she has the nerves to say that I shouldn't take everything so damn personally and how she doesn't wanna fight about it anymore?! But that's like the only thing she ever talks about! Like constantly. Otherwise I probably wouldn't even give a damn and find something else I could do right now, instead of bloggin' about her and her money. DANG!
But I meant to say that right afterwards I tried to call like my best friend in the whole entire world but she didn't pick up the damn phone. So I messaged her sharing what just happened and still, no response from her. WTF! And then it hit me. I mean I probably would have brushed it off and went and bought some ice cream and drown my sorrow instead (lol) but it really fucking hit me that besides her, I don't really have any friends. Like who would I have called instead? There IS no one other than her. And that's pathetic. I mean I don't think I'm a bad guy, just shy. Hell, most of the people I know don't even know my real name and I talk to them on the internet. I dunno... maaaan, I'm lonely.. kinda. And not to make a big scene or anything, but I feel like playing the most annoying cheesy ass sad song right now and like hide from the rest of the world and never ever leave the house again..
Well, I guess I get weird and overemotional like that, mainly cuz I'm so damn sensitive about nothing.. I just want a friend, you know? Just someone who picks up the damn phone even at 4 in the morning..
But I meant to say that right afterwards I tried to call like my best friend in the whole entire world but she didn't pick up the damn phone. So I messaged her sharing what just happened and still, no response from her. WTF! And then it hit me. I mean I probably would have brushed it off and went and bought some ice cream and drown my sorrow instead (lol) but it really fucking hit me that besides her, I don't really have any friends. Like who would I have called instead? There IS no one other than her. And that's pathetic. I mean I don't think I'm a bad guy, just shy. Hell, most of the people I know don't even know my real name and I talk to them on the internet. I dunno... maaaan, I'm lonely.. kinda. And not to make a big scene or anything, but I feel like playing the most annoying cheesy ass sad song right now and like hide from the rest of the world and never ever leave the house again..
Well, I guess I get weird and overemotional like that, mainly cuz I'm so damn sensitive about nothing.. I just want a friend, you know? Just someone who picks up the damn phone even at 4 in the morning..