Sep 03, 2005 20:47
last night, i went to laurens with lisa and ally. lisa left. me ally and lauren went to the mall. we saw malora and sara and stayed with them the whole night. we walked to the movies and chatted. got picked up.
had soccer this morning. lauren came over we did absolutley nothing and then ally came over. we went across the street and ate food.........
i feel alone always, i have no one to talk to ne more. and i cant get away from how i things used to be back when. i make new friends and its exactly the same, and my family can be worse at times. i thought this year was gonna be good and already things are at their worst. i miss having talks with jamie. i miss having fun. but the worst is i have to get good grades with all this shit going on. i miss talking to pat a lot, hes someone that i know who cares. this past week ive been so miserable. its 930 on the second to last day of summer and im not doing ne thing and im going to bed. i better have fun tomorrow. im going to sleep peace.