what else is there to do? sleep? i don't think so.
What is your name?: Vincent Estok
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: XnoXheroesX....it's a song by The Promise. i added the Xes. yay for me.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i don't fucking know
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: whoever has the goofiest name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: it's been pronounced "Estik" and spelled "Estock"
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes. right now, i wish i wasn't.
If not, do you want to be?: ...
Birthdate:: 2/23/87
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: 17? i'm mature though. no, seriously.
Age you wish you were:: 18
Your height:: 5'11"
Eye color:: green
Happy with it?: very.
Hair color:: a good shade of blonde
Happy with it?: very.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: lefty.
Your living arrangement:: a house?
Your family:: mom, grandma.
Have any pets?: no
Whats your job?: i have no job.
Piercings?: not yet
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: heh
Addictions?: probably ice cream
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: no
Do you have a webpage?: this, friendster, myspace. i lose.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: absolutely
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: it depends. it really depends.
Do you have any secrets?: from some people, yes.
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: it could stand for some improvement
Do you have any bad habits?: i bite my nails
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have nice eyebrows. nice eyes too.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Pootie Tang
What's your biggest fear?: bugs. giant bugs.
Can you sing?: yeah. don't ask me to though.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: i guess
What are your #1 priorities in life?: being happy. having fun.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course, i rule.
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i worry about my self control. i think i'm doing okay though.
Are you passive or agressive?: in between
Do you have a journal?: duh
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: weakness - lack of confidence
strength - honesty. brutal, blunt honesty.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my weakness, i guess?
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope
Do you think life has been good so far?: sure
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't fuck it up
What do you like the most about your body?: i guess i have a decent face?
And least?: everything else
Do you think you are good looking?: i guess
Are you confident?: ...
What is the fictional character you are most like?: meatwad. i wish.
Are you perceived wrongly?: hahahahah definitely. most people think i'm an angry, racist, pot head who hates life.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes i read the obituaries for shits and giggles.
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: as long as they're not those porn linking people. you know.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: not anymore
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: to tell them i hate them
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: i wouldn't know
Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure?
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose.
Been out of the country?: yeah
Eaten something that made other people sick?: hahah yeah
Been in love?: i believe so. :(
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: probably
Had surgery?: to remove teeth
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: yup
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: no
Thought about suicide?: once a long time ago. stupid me.
Pulled an all nighter?: of course
If yes, what is your record?: two days
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup
Slept all day?: yeah. then i'm up all night, like i am now.
Killed someone?: sometimes i want to.
Made out with a stranger?: if by stranger you mean someone i just met, yes.
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: of course
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: probably. that would suck, lately i've been having some bad dreams involving me killing the people i love with satan chasing me, trying to kill me, telling me i'm his servant. but they're just dreams.
Broken the law?: plenty of times
Met a famous person?: my mom knows the guy who played the co-pilot in the movie Passenger 57. i met him once. hahah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: no, i'm not evil.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah. it wasn't so bad.
Stolen anything?: of course
Been on radio/tv?: i probably been on tv before. through school.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah, a couple of times
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: lately, yes. i explained earlier. it's a little different each time though
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yeah
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: indifferent
Satan?: hahah i dunno. what with these weird dreams i've been having...
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: absolutely
Love at first sight?: yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not in the least bit
Do you think God has a gender?: if there was a higher power such as God, i don't believe it would be in the form of any human or animal. probably some sort of energy.
Do you believe in organized religion?: i'm completely against it.
Where do you think we go when we die?: under the ground
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: no
Who is your best friend?: kev
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: kev
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i don't remember
Your favorite inside joke?: "you not cooking"
Thing you're picked on most about?: i'm not really picked on
Who's your longest known friend?: kev
Newest?: john
Shyest?: shawn
Funniest?: everyone in their own way
Sweetest?: kathryn
Closest?: kev, kathleen.
Weirdest?: they can all be weird
Smartest?: kathleen i think
Ditziest?: i don't think any of my friends are ditzy
Friends you miss being close to the most?: mike, joe
Last person you talked to online?: kathryn
Who do you talk to most online?: kathryn, kev, mike
Who are you on the phone with most?: kathryn
Who do you trust most?: kevin, kathleen
Who listens to your problems?: everyone
Who do you fight most with?: kev
Who's the nicest?: all of them
Who's the most outgoing?: me
Who's the best singer?: kathleen
Who's on your shit-list?: anyone who's fucked with me or my friends.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: hahah yeah
Who's your second family?: kev
Do you always feel understood?: most of the time
Who's the loudest friend?: kev, me
Do you trust others easily?: it depends
Who's house were you last at?: shawn's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ...
Do your friends know you?: no, they have no idea who i am. duh
Friend that lives farthest away:: kathryn or kathleen. i dunno who's farther.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: it depends on who you fall in love with
What do you find romantic?: i've always wanted to sit on the hood of the car at night, looking at the stars and having a deep meaningful talk with my significant other.
Turn-on?: lips, ass, eyes, personality.
Turn-off?: ugly lips, no ass, stupid eyes, lack of/shitty personality.
First kiss?: this girl christine. or christina. whatever.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i'd feel bad.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: yes.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it would be so much easier.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: probably
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i don't know. do you?
What is best about the opposite sex?: a bunch of stuff
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: a bunch of stuff
What's the last present someone gave you?: i don't know.
Are you in love?:
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ....
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: .......
You wanted to kill?: no one, i think.
That you laughed at?: kev
That laughed at you?: kev
That turned you on?: sandra. i haven't seen her in a long time, but GOD DAMN hottest girl ever.
You went shopping with?: kathryn
That broke your heart?: no one
To disappoint you?: probably kathryn
To ask you out?: amy
To make you cry?: no one
To brighten up your day?: everybody
That you thought about?: i think about everybody
You saw a movie with?: kev, john, shawn
You talked to on the phone?: kathryn
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: kathryn
You saw?: mom
You lost?: my great aunt julie
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: ...
Or some random person?: ...
What are you wearing right now?: basketball shorts, t-shirt
Body part you're touching right now: none
What are you worried about right now?: nothing
What book are you reading?: nothing!
What's on your mousepad?: the gateway symbol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: awake, melancholy, meditative, bored, peevish
Are you bored?: that's why i'm doing this
Are you tired?: obviously not
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: kind of lonely.
Are you listening to music?: yes
i can't sleep. it feels like half of my answers were "kathryn". i'm getting a new tv tomorrow.
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: XnoXheroesX....it's a song by The Promise. i added the Xes. yay for me.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i don't fucking know
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: whoever has the goofiest name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: it's been pronounced "Estik" and spelled "Estock"
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes. right now, i wish i wasn't.
If not, do you want to be?: ...
Birthdate:: 2/23/87
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: 17? i'm mature though. no, seriously.
Age you wish you were:: 18
Your height:: 5'11"
Eye color:: green
Happy with it?: very.
Hair color:: a good shade of blonde
Happy with it?: very.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: lefty.
Your living arrangement:: a house?
Your family:: mom, grandma.
Have any pets?: no
Whats your job?: i have no job.
Piercings?: not yet
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: heh
Addictions?: probably ice cream
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: no
Do you have a webpage?: this, friendster, myspace. i lose.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: absolutely
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: it depends. it really depends.
Do you have any secrets?: from some people, yes.
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: it could stand for some improvement
Do you have any bad habits?: i bite my nails
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have nice eyebrows. nice eyes too.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Pootie Tang
What's your biggest fear?: bugs. giant bugs.
Can you sing?: yeah. don't ask me to though.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: i guess
What are your #1 priorities in life?: being happy. having fun.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course, i rule.
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i worry about my self control. i think i'm doing okay though.
Are you passive or agressive?: in between
Do you have a journal?: duh
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: weakness - lack of confidence
strength - honesty. brutal, blunt honesty.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my weakness, i guess?
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope
Do you think life has been good so far?: sure
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't fuck it up
What do you like the most about your body?: i guess i have a decent face?
And least?: everything else
Do you think you are good looking?: i guess
Are you confident?: ...
What is the fictional character you are most like?: meatwad. i wish.
Are you perceived wrongly?: hahahahah definitely. most people think i'm an angry, racist, pot head who hates life.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes i read the obituaries for shits and giggles.
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: as long as they're not those porn linking people. you know.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: not anymore
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: to tell them i hate them
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: i wouldn't know
Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure?
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose.
Been out of the country?: yeah
Eaten something that made other people sick?: hahah yeah
Been in love?: i believe so. :(
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: probably
Had surgery?: to remove teeth
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: yup
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: no
Thought about suicide?: once a long time ago. stupid me.
Pulled an all nighter?: of course
If yes, what is your record?: two days
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup
Slept all day?: yeah. then i'm up all night, like i am now.
Killed someone?: sometimes i want to.
Made out with a stranger?: if by stranger you mean someone i just met, yes.
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: of course
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: probably. that would suck, lately i've been having some bad dreams involving me killing the people i love with satan chasing me, trying to kill me, telling me i'm his servant. but they're just dreams.
Broken the law?: plenty of times
Met a famous person?: my mom knows the guy who played the co-pilot in the movie Passenger 57. i met him once. hahah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: no, i'm not evil.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah. it wasn't so bad.
Stolen anything?: of course
Been on radio/tv?: i probably been on tv before. through school.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah, a couple of times
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: lately, yes. i explained earlier. it's a little different each time though
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yeah
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: indifferent
Satan?: hahah i dunno. what with these weird dreams i've been having...
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: absolutely
Love at first sight?: yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not in the least bit
Do you think God has a gender?: if there was a higher power such as God, i don't believe it would be in the form of any human or animal. probably some sort of energy.
Do you believe in organized religion?: i'm completely against it.
Where do you think we go when we die?: under the ground
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: no
Who is your best friend?: kev
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: kev
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i don't remember
Your favorite inside joke?: "you not cooking"
Thing you're picked on most about?: i'm not really picked on
Who's your longest known friend?: kev
Newest?: john
Shyest?: shawn
Funniest?: everyone in their own way
Sweetest?: kathryn
Closest?: kev, kathleen.
Weirdest?: they can all be weird
Smartest?: kathleen i think
Ditziest?: i don't think any of my friends are ditzy
Friends you miss being close to the most?: mike, joe
Last person you talked to online?: kathryn
Who do you talk to most online?: kathryn, kev, mike
Who are you on the phone with most?: kathryn
Who do you trust most?: kevin, kathleen
Who listens to your problems?: everyone
Who do you fight most with?: kev
Who's the nicest?: all of them
Who's the most outgoing?: me
Who's the best singer?: kathleen
Who's on your shit-list?: anyone who's fucked with me or my friends.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: hahah yeah
Who's your second family?: kev
Do you always feel understood?: most of the time
Who's the loudest friend?: kev, me
Do you trust others easily?: it depends
Who's house were you last at?: shawn's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ...
Do your friends know you?: no, they have no idea who i am. duh
Friend that lives farthest away:: kathryn or kathleen. i dunno who's farther.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: it depends on who you fall in love with
What do you find romantic?: i've always wanted to sit on the hood of the car at night, looking at the stars and having a deep meaningful talk with my significant other.
Turn-on?: lips, ass, eyes, personality.
Turn-off?: ugly lips, no ass, stupid eyes, lack of/shitty personality.
First kiss?: this girl christine. or christina. whatever.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i'd feel bad.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: yes.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it would be so much easier.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: probably
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i don't know. do you?
What is best about the opposite sex?: a bunch of stuff
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: a bunch of stuff
What's the last present someone gave you?: i don't know.
Are you in love?:
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ....
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: .......
You wanted to kill?: no one, i think.
That you laughed at?: kev
That laughed at you?: kev
That turned you on?: sandra. i haven't seen her in a long time, but GOD DAMN hottest girl ever.
You went shopping with?: kathryn
That broke your heart?: no one
To disappoint you?: probably kathryn
To ask you out?: amy
To make you cry?: no one
To brighten up your day?: everybody
That you thought about?: i think about everybody
You saw a movie with?: kev, john, shawn
You talked to on the phone?: kathryn
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: kathryn
You saw?: mom
You lost?: my great aunt julie
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: ...
Or some random person?: ...
What are you wearing right now?: basketball shorts, t-shirt
Body part you're touching right now: none
What are you worried about right now?: nothing
What book are you reading?: nothing!
What's on your mousepad?: the gateway symbol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: awake, melancholy, meditative, bored, peevish
Are you bored?: that's why i'm doing this
Are you tired?: obviously not
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: kind of lonely.
Are you listening to music?: yes
i can't sleep. it feels like half of my answers were "kathryn". i'm getting a new tv tomorrow.