Yea, I guess its been awhile.
SO. all the snow is gone. and even though i love the snow, i guess im glad to see it go. another summer is coming up, and i have yet to find a full-time job. I kinda feel like there is sno sneaking away with a part time job to cover gas and food this summer. Im 20yrs old damnit. time to step up to the "plate of life" and start swinging.
Im lvl 58 and warcraft. the game is like this twitch that never goes away. i hope when i hit 60 that ill be able to pull myself away long enough to drop this weight that is certainly not sterotypical of Bryan Basset. none-the-less. I love warcraft. take me as i am. (glad you finally got onboard andrew)
i have done nothing this entire semester. it has been literally a joke (probably pisses people off). and im sure in 20 years as im finishing off my loans, ill look back on this semester and say "wow, best 18,000 i ever spent" (for those that dont know, i have tues/thurs off, and only 3 classes. religion. HA. speech. HAHA. and film and lit(legit class))
I feel like writing all the time now. i have alot of good ideas for stories and books and all sorts of things but i just cant make myself sit down and write. i wish i could. damnit.
i can't sleep. its become a problem. i got some last night. but for about a week now i havent gone to bed until after the sun came up. and its not even BY CHOICE! I just cant fall asleep, or for some godforsaken reason i get a headache right when im about too. damn you to hell sleep. ill find a way around you yet. only reason i bring it up is i think im starting to get paranoid. its kinda weird being awake when you KNOW everyone else is asleep. the things you could do are limitless, the "im alone in a crowded room" sort of thing. and also i need to point out its not like before when i would get lonely blah blah blah. i just CANT sleep. my body somehow just KEEPS GOING. i hope soon it just breaks down and i sleep for a month or two straight. that would be sweet.
im excited for summer. in a different sort of way than before though. i can't really explain it nor am i going to try. i want to see all my friends from home, have a few brews, brush up on old times, make some NEW times. I want to take my lady to wonderful resturant in my wonderful car. i want to do something productive, like substitute teach or something, maybe tutor. who knows. i want to be an adult, but act like a kid. told you,. im dont explaining. later lamewads. bbl liek lawl.
Im lvl 58 and warcraft. the game is like this twitch that never goes away. i hope when i hit 60 that ill be able to pull myself away long enough to drop this weight that is certainly not sterotypical of Bryan Basset. none-the-less. I love warcraft. take me as i am. (glad you finally got onboard andrew)
i have done nothing this entire semester. it has been literally a joke (probably pisses people off). and im sure in 20 years as im finishing off my loans, ill look back on this semester and say "wow, best 18,000 i ever spent" (for those that dont know, i have tues/thurs off, and only 3 classes. religion. HA. speech. HAHA. and film and lit(legit class))
I feel like writing all the time now. i have alot of good ideas for stories and books and all sorts of things but i just cant make myself sit down and write. i wish i could. damnit.
i can't sleep. its become a problem. i got some last night. but for about a week now i havent gone to bed until after the sun came up. and its not even BY CHOICE! I just cant fall asleep, or for some godforsaken reason i get a headache right when im about too. damn you to hell sleep. ill find a way around you yet. only reason i bring it up is i think im starting to get paranoid. its kinda weird being awake when you KNOW everyone else is asleep. the things you could do are limitless, the "im alone in a crowded room" sort of thing. and also i need to point out its not like before when i would get lonely blah blah blah. i just CANT sleep. my body somehow just KEEPS GOING. i hope soon it just breaks down and i sleep for a month or two straight. that would be sweet.
im excited for summer. in a different sort of way than before though. i can't really explain it nor am i going to try. i want to see all my friends from home, have a few brews, brush up on old times, make some NEW times. I want to take my lady to wonderful resturant in my wonderful car. i want to do something productive, like substitute teach or something, maybe tutor. who knows. i want to be an adult, but act like a kid. told you,. im dont explaining. later lamewads. bbl liek lawl.