Pinky-Posing
Happy Halloween! Hung out with the theaters (Sans Dan and Sarah, + Pinky) at Brittany's house. That was good times.
The Dining room has HellWeeked, Opened, and Closed. It ended up being a really good theater experience, with it's major ups and downs. I ended up with a lot of good new friends. I am too worn out to really elaborate on any of this, but just know that it was important and yay.
I have a new cellphone. DO NOT CALL THE OLD ONE. Ask me for the new number.
Now I'm gonna Pinky-Pose and do 10 things you didn't know about me. *I had to delete a lot of things I wrote because they were opinions and that didn't count.*
10 Things You Didn't Know About Me
1. I do not say anything I don't want you to hear. Ever.
2. I am always listening and watching. I observe absolutely everything, and even if you don't think I am listening, trust me when I tell you I am.
3. I hate depressing poetry. Most of you knew this generally. But I just really, really hate it. I compilied a list of "40 Things".. cuz ya know, important time in my life, HS and whatnot. And this was one of the 40 Things. So in case you ever read it, remember.
4. I have very strong opinions. But then other times I don't know what to think.
5. When I don't understand, I keep silent.
6. A lot of you think I'm loud and in-your-face, but I'm really not. OK, well, I'm loud, but I am so much calmer than I was last year. And I've been a lot more quiet than I have been loud recently. If I'm in a situation where everyone knows each other and I don't, I'm quiet. When I'm around people I admire, I am silent. I can be very humble when I feel I need to be. However, depsite all of this, I am very honest and upfront. Many people mistake this for being crazy-in-your-face-obnoxious.
7.This has to do with the whole silent-around-people-I-admire thing. I have a hard time waving to people in the hallways. When I'm around the older Natural Helpers it gives me very bad anxiety, and I have to ignore them. I can't control it. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I just have to pretend like I can't see them. And I always can, I just pretend not to. Though you can always tell the difference between my pretending and my actual not noticing. I would like nothing more than to go up to everyone and be social and yay, but I just can't get over the anxiety thing. I think maybe it's because I admire them very much. Just like with Tori. Even though I know Tori reasonably well, I am more quiet around her than I am with a lot of people. But since I know Tori better than I know the NH, it's less like that.
8. One of my favorite things to do is laugh. I love, love, love to laugh. If you can make me laugh, you're golden.
9. I consider myself to be a smart person.
10. You probably do not know me as well as you think I do. I know myself incredibly, incredibly, well, and even I haven't figured some of me out.
The Dining room has HellWeeked, Opened, and Closed. It ended up being a really good theater experience, with it's major ups and downs. I ended up with a lot of good new friends. I am too worn out to really elaborate on any of this, but just know that it was important and yay.
I have a new cellphone. DO NOT CALL THE OLD ONE. Ask me for the new number.
Now I'm gonna Pinky-Pose and do 10 things you didn't know about me. *I had to delete a lot of things I wrote because they were opinions and that didn't count.*
10 Things You Didn't Know About Me
1. I do not say anything I don't want you to hear. Ever.
2. I am always listening and watching. I observe absolutely everything, and even if you don't think I am listening, trust me when I tell you I am.
3. I hate depressing poetry. Most of you knew this generally. But I just really, really hate it. I compilied a list of "40 Things".. cuz ya know, important time in my life, HS and whatnot. And this was one of the 40 Things. So in case you ever read it, remember.
4. I have very strong opinions. But then other times I don't know what to think.
5. When I don't understand, I keep silent.
6. A lot of you think I'm loud and in-your-face, but I'm really not. OK, well, I'm loud, but I am so much calmer than I was last year. And I've been a lot more quiet than I have been loud recently. If I'm in a situation where everyone knows each other and I don't, I'm quiet. When I'm around people I admire, I am silent. I can be very humble when I feel I need to be. However, depsite all of this, I am very honest and upfront. Many people mistake this for being crazy-in-your-face-obnoxious.
7.This has to do with the whole silent-around-people-I-admire thing. I have a hard time waving to people in the hallways. When I'm around the older Natural Helpers it gives me very bad anxiety, and I have to ignore them. I can't control it. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I just have to pretend like I can't see them. And I always can, I just pretend not to. Though you can always tell the difference between my pretending and my actual not noticing. I would like nothing more than to go up to everyone and be social and yay, but I just can't get over the anxiety thing. I think maybe it's because I admire them very much. Just like with Tori. Even though I know Tori reasonably well, I am more quiet around her than I am with a lot of people. But since I know Tori better than I know the NH, it's less like that.
8. One of my favorite things to do is laugh. I love, love, love to laugh. If you can make me laugh, you're golden.
9. I consider myself to be a smart person.
10. You probably do not know me as well as you think I do. I know myself incredibly, incredibly, well, and even I haven't figured some of me out.