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i bored. sitting in my room. i've been doing that for about the past...2 hours? maybe? just sitting doing nothing.
i would play my drums, except for the small fact that my sisters friends are over, and i don't like for other people to hear me.
i'm going to get my snowboard waxed in an hour or so.
i ate eggs today. and then a shitload of cheese.
last night i was 139.5, but this morning i am 141.
i think it's because i was dehydrated.
fuck.
i really i hope i can get back into the zone with atkins.
as long as i can loose 2 pounds per week, i will have lost 12 pounds by spring break (i think)
and then i will be 130.
i'm hoping this will work. I'm going to be so strict on myself.
i made a community.
entirely music based.
incase any of you fine people want to join it, it's called MUSICobsession.
no one's posted in it yet, or joined it, so i feel like a loser.
oh well. that's cool.
i stole a chapstick yesterday. then i felt like a rebel.
my snowboarding trip for today got cancelled. so i feel like a bum.
and today i just feel fucking fat.
many, many emotions going around in my head at the moment.
i called the guy i like last night.
he didn't answer though, so i left him a message. surprise, surprise.
i think i might fast tomorrow. so i don't feel like crap anymore.
i would play my drums, except for the small fact that my sisters friends are over, and i don't like for other people to hear me.
i'm going to get my snowboard waxed in an hour or so.
i ate eggs today. and then a shitload of cheese.
last night i was 139.5, but this morning i am 141.
i think it's because i was dehydrated.
fuck.
i really i hope i can get back into the zone with atkins.
as long as i can loose 2 pounds per week, i will have lost 12 pounds by spring break (i think)
and then i will be 130.
i'm hoping this will work. I'm going to be so strict on myself.
i made a community.
entirely music based.
incase any of you fine people want to join it, it's called MUSICobsession.
no one's posted in it yet, or joined it, so i feel like a loser.
oh well. that's cool.
i stole a chapstick yesterday. then i felt like a rebel.
my snowboarding trip for today got cancelled. so i feel like a bum.
and today i just feel fucking fat.
many, many emotions going around in my head at the moment.
i called the guy i like last night.
he didn't answer though, so i left him a message. surprise, surprise.
i think i might fast tomorrow. so i don't feel like crap anymore.