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this weekend was very fun. thank you nat, thank you mel. you know i miss you guys, and we have to make more efforts to see each other. this break has begun very well to start us off.
family christmas thing went by well too..even with both my parents being there. im handling that fine, but i cant seem to stop bickering with my mom. over stupid shit that ends up being about bigger shit. and she ends up walking off as the disappointed mother and be being the bitch daughter. unless i change, notthing will happen. i have to just come to the terms of realizing she subconsciously does stupid and hurtful shit. i really cant make her see anything my way. she wont accept anything i really say.
i am so fucking tired to really care anymore.
im mostly sour because it ruined my high of being asked out by julio.
no, i really do care about my mom. shes getting up to #1 of my list of people i cant stop thinking about no matter what i may say about them.
family christmas thing went by well too..even with both my parents being there. im handling that fine, but i cant seem to stop bickering with my mom. over stupid shit that ends up being about bigger shit. and she ends up walking off as the disappointed mother and be being the bitch daughter. unless i change, notthing will happen. i have to just come to the terms of realizing she subconsciously does stupid and hurtful shit. i really cant make her see anything my way. she wont accept anything i really say.
i am so fucking tired to really care anymore.
im mostly sour because it ruined my high of being asked out by julio.
no, i really do care about my mom. shes getting up to #1 of my list of people i cant stop thinking about no matter what i may say about them.