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yeah fuck that being happy shit... i knew something would fuck it up.... i can't tell you how many times i said because of my luck.. i wouldn't be able to do what i wanted to do... What i wanted isn't that much to ask for.. but because of fuckin ignorant people in this town.. i lost a huge part of my life.. n i will most likely never be able to have that part again.. im so sick of crying... my stomach is in knots... i can't take this anymore.. how can one person cause me to cry so much.. with out even doing anything... i don't get it... i just want him to know it wasn't me who told them.. and the person who did makes me sick... how can u love something that you never see..... i dont' know.... im sick of being alone... at least i still have someone else... n i know i always will... but... "with my luck".... nothing will happen with him... n