(no subject)
i'm about to cry.
- they wont excuse my absence from this morning which means a 0 on a gov. test
- archer will be pissed off at me come tomorrow morning because i skipped rehearsal
- speaking of rehearsal, i have to be at Tate at 8.30 in the morning
- when there i have to find someone to go with me to the play tomorrow night... i was cancelled on.
- couldn't get in touch with someone this evening that i really needed to get in touch with
- i can't understand how my mother simply can not see my whole parenting situation from any view but her own.
- i got lost coming home... again.. ended up in a really bad neighborhood... i wasn't happy.
- heather is neurotic about getting the baby to eat. i can't handle her attempting to feed the baby while the baby is sleeping. ITS NOT OK TO WAKE A BABY UP. THEY WILL NOT COOPERATE NOR WILL THEY GO STRAIGHT BACK TO SLEEP. now come on, that was easy enough, no?
- mother was also calling me being another neurotic mother asking where i was. she also couldnt grasp the fact that i was still at the hospital with my family who loves me and doesnt treat me like i'm 10 just to show off their authority.
- i made promises that because of certain circumstances just can't happen. i hate breaking promises and letting people down.
- on top of all that, i tell that and more to my mother, who in turn (5 minutes later) says, "you're stressed? what? why are you stressed?"... no sarcasm there.
i'm done with my rant.
in other news, I got stingy baby Chloe to eat, and I know how to calm her down quicker than anyone.
I love her so much.
I really wish that once I start college I could be a bigger part of her life.
- they wont excuse my absence from this morning which means a 0 on a gov. test
- archer will be pissed off at me come tomorrow morning because i skipped rehearsal
- speaking of rehearsal, i have to be at Tate at 8.30 in the morning
- when there i have to find someone to go with me to the play tomorrow night... i was cancelled on.
- couldn't get in touch with someone this evening that i really needed to get in touch with
- i can't understand how my mother simply can not see my whole parenting situation from any view but her own.
- i got lost coming home... again.. ended up in a really bad neighborhood... i wasn't happy.
- heather is neurotic about getting the baby to eat. i can't handle her attempting to feed the baby while the baby is sleeping. ITS NOT OK TO WAKE A BABY UP. THEY WILL NOT COOPERATE NOR WILL THEY GO STRAIGHT BACK TO SLEEP. now come on, that was easy enough, no?
- mother was also calling me being another neurotic mother asking where i was. she also couldnt grasp the fact that i was still at the hospital with my family who loves me and doesnt treat me like i'm 10 just to show off their authority.
- i made promises that because of certain circumstances just can't happen. i hate breaking promises and letting people down.
- on top of all that, i tell that and more to my mother, who in turn (5 minutes later) says, "you're stressed? what? why are you stressed?"... no sarcasm there.
i'm done with my rant.
in other news, I got stingy baby Chloe to eat, and I know how to calm her down quicker than anyone.
I love her so much.
I really wish that once I start college I could be a bigger part of her life.