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I really miss my sister. i am having a good life up here i canada but in a way i feel empty. frank is definatley not the same as vanessa. he doesn't talk as much as her, of care as much as her. plus he's a guy. lol, she totally understands me better. And just yesterday my mom kinda freaked out on me. she started yelling at me and crying because she thought i made a negative gesture towards her. sometimes feel like just don't fit in. but there definatley times when i feel like the center of attention. like at parties.... i got really drunk the weekend before last. it was really fun until The hang over kicked in. i marked it as one of the most painful and uncomfortable days this year. anywho sorry to bore whoever reads this.