It's time to change it all

[outofproportion]

I've been doing it this way for seven years. Thinking going to all these concerts and obsessing over all of this is changing anything. And I'm still unhappy. It doesn't change much at all. It's time then, for me to change. Talking with my father he for once made some valid points on the way I run my life. Sean and I are two very different people and I need to come to terms with that. I go get everything, and he likes monotony. I can't live like this any longer. Something needs to change.

Megan

In the coming days I will be getting a new journal. Thanks for the patience.