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Am I doing something horribly wrong? Why is everyone able to meet Hanson so many times? Do I not try? Do I feel insecure? What the fuck. I got Taylor and Zac to sign something outside of Hartford with a thousand other girls, and got to meet them in a dark alleyway before the Clifton Park concert with about five other girls. And of course, as fucking usual, I don't get to talk to Zac AT ALL. I shook his hand, which is about it. Taylor is awesome though. Oh fuck, whatever. I'ts been 14 concerts. Soon it wil be 16, and I've only seriously met them ONCE. Fuck that. How come everyone gets to meet them like the first time they see them, or eighty gazillion times afterwards?
My fandom sometimes feels like nothing. Empty voided space.
But I still have the music.
So what am I supposed to do?
Here I am I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
And as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry, for being me
I won't have to look into your eyes anymore
It's alright, they don't look at me the same
With all that I've lost
I'd give anything and more
If you'd want my love today
So what I supposed to do?
Here I am, I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
And as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry, for being me
Yes I'm sorry for being me
My fandom sometimes feels like nothing. Empty voided space.
But I still have the music.
So what am I supposed to do?
Here I am I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
And as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry, for being me
I won't have to look into your eyes anymore
It's alright, they don't look at me the same
With all that I've lost
I'd give anything and more
If you'd want my love today
So what I supposed to do?
Here I am, I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
And as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry, for being me
Yes I'm sorry for being me