WoW i feel fat..

[outofcontrol421]

Okay well i just got home from work... ate my whole house again..im so hungry when i get home so i just keep eating!! ugh seriously im getting fatter and im really disgusted.. next weekend while camping im going to have to wear my bathing suite and im going to scar some poeple..but newayz.. I only have one more day of work and then have Friday off! which im excited..lol i always look so forward to my one day off.. im getting my hair cut on friday @ 9am and im cutting my hair to my color bone and getting it all layered and stuff.. omg im so nervous but des said i need a change lol... and i kno i do but im just so nervous its been long sense like middle school! I also am re dying my hair tomorrow night soo i can kill it some more before i get it all fresh!!soo any suggestion on the color? let me kno :-D..newayz not really looking forward to the weekend for some reason but i really dont have anything planned yet and i have a feeling its not going to be too exciting but im over it cuz next weekend is going to b the craziest weekend ever but for sure a good way to end the summer! Well newayz last night i went to Billy dads funeral home thing.. it was soo sad.. i felt so absolutly bad for billy and u could tell he was so sad :-(..i mean i could only imagine but i hate seeing my friends getting hurt soo it was really hard to see billy so sad :-(.. but i love him so i had to go support him..but then after me julius des and lauren went to get some pie lol even tho i really didnt need any but i only ate like 1/2 and my date Des paid..lol..my week days arent very exciting just filled with working and hanging out with friends.. Im so excited to go back to school which im leaving in 3 weeks from Saturday but yet im kind of nervous to leave every1 again and start my new life... i love it there but its going to be an adjustment again.. but ill have the malibu there this year which means i can actually drive where i want and visit who i want and everything soo im excited!!!! I better be getting many visitors expecially sense im living in an apt this year!! alright well i could ramble on some more but i need to go work my fat ass out sense i havent yet this week :-/ dont kno what im doing tonight maybe going to billys dads thing again but im not sure yet.....newayz im out

love u :-*