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I am sick! it sucks.. my throat hurts so bad and i keep sneezing.. luckly i had today off because I dont know how i would of worked...but today was overall a good day.. Rebecca Lee came over so we could go rollerblading then we came back to my house and Des came over and we all swam and layed out :-D it was a nice day.. Beck left to nap and me and Des watched tv for a lil but then she left to shower and do whatever.. I decided to stay home tonight because I really dont feel good and ill pay for it in the morning sense i have to work..being responsible sucks.. but hopefully ill feel better tomorrow becuz everytime i try to call in they tell me that they need me..i guess they dont understand the concept of calling in sick....
Ive realized that honestly i do have so many people i can count on.. only a few i trust everything with but in the end i kno my friends would be there if i really needed them.. Even my sis that i dont get to see anymore b/c it doesnt work out i guess.. i kno that if i really needed her to be there for me she would be which is a good feeling to kno that and i kno i can always tell her anything.. I honestly do have true friends.. and when i look at other people and their relationships with their friends it almost seems fake.. they are fine for a while but it always ends up in a fight and them turning their back on eachother.. You just need to learn ur boundaries with certain people and who you can trust the most. No matter how mad i get at my friends or feel like i have no1 i kno its just me being me.. which i dont like how i feel sometimes but what can u do? I am even more impressed with people that I thought i would never become close to that i have been.. I appreciate every little nice thing people have to say to me and even if its the littliest thing it really makes me feel better when people let me kno how much i do mean to them.. Thanks to all of u who make me feel better even when others make me feel like shit.. but it shouldnt matter what other poeple think when they have no significance in my life...
Des im so happy we've became soo close..u've been tehre for me through everything this summer and i dont kno what i would do w/o u..im sooo glad ur coming back to western b/c it wouldnt of been the same w/o u there!! love u!
my 3 fav high schoolers...i love u guys :-D i think u kno who u r..lol
And also im sorry to my skating friends.. Expecially soci and aman.. I do miss u guys and hope to see u soon... K.T.O.T.T for sure and i love u guys and we have to figure out a time we can all hang out together.. and i kno its mainly my fault at times soo i apologize..
Julius u better talk to barb about camping cuz i realllyy want u to come... im so glad like u said after all this time we have stayed close.. :-D lovee uuu
Well i dunno i just felt like telling ALL (not just the names i mentioned) my friends how much i do appreicate them and that im happy for the people i have in my life... I wish every1 i have become friends with in the past i would of stayed friends with but thats not the case..so for those who were always tehre for me and i kno will always be there THANK U AND I LOVE YOU!
Ive realized that honestly i do have so many people i can count on.. only a few i trust everything with but in the end i kno my friends would be there if i really needed them.. Even my sis that i dont get to see anymore b/c it doesnt work out i guess.. i kno that if i really needed her to be there for me she would be which is a good feeling to kno that and i kno i can always tell her anything.. I honestly do have true friends.. and when i look at other people and their relationships with their friends it almost seems fake.. they are fine for a while but it always ends up in a fight and them turning their back on eachother.. You just need to learn ur boundaries with certain people and who you can trust the most. No matter how mad i get at my friends or feel like i have no1 i kno its just me being me.. which i dont like how i feel sometimes but what can u do? I am even more impressed with people that I thought i would never become close to that i have been.. I appreciate every little nice thing people have to say to me and even if its the littliest thing it really makes me feel better when people let me kno how much i do mean to them.. Thanks to all of u who make me feel better even when others make me feel like shit.. but it shouldnt matter what other poeple think when they have no significance in my life...
Des im so happy we've became soo close..u've been tehre for me through everything this summer and i dont kno what i would do w/o u..im sooo glad ur coming back to western b/c it wouldnt of been the same w/o u there!! love u!
my 3 fav high schoolers...i love u guys :-D i think u kno who u r..lol
And also im sorry to my skating friends.. Expecially soci and aman.. I do miss u guys and hope to see u soon... K.T.O.T.T for sure and i love u guys and we have to figure out a time we can all hang out together.. and i kno its mainly my fault at times soo i apologize..
Julius u better talk to barb about camping cuz i realllyy want u to come... im so glad like u said after all this time we have stayed close.. :-D lovee uuu
Well i dunno i just felt like telling ALL (not just the names i mentioned) my friends how much i do appreicate them and that im happy for the people i have in my life... I wish every1 i have become friends with in the past i would of stayed friends with but thats not the case..so for those who were always tehre for me and i kno will always be there THANK U AND I LOVE YOU!