Mar 21, 2005 00:30
SO, this is a lovely conversation that I had with a girl a little bit earlier this evening!... I don't feel to great right now!... But, then again, posting this, Isn't going to help any?! WHY AM I SUCH A BITCH?!
Me: oh... so. you're back?.
Me: ???????WTF
Me: o.. are we doing this diet together or what?
Me: omg!!!!!
Me: wallace likes me:-\:-[:-D;-)
Me: lol...he's the cutest
Girl: lyndsay
Girl: im going to say this to you
Girl: with love
Me: ok fine. bye
Girl: and respect
Me: ill leaveu == u alone
Girl: and not with the intention of hurting you
Girl: STOP FUCKING AROUND AND TEASING BOYS
Me: im not
Girl: ITS FUCKING CRUEL AND WRONG AND HALF THE TIME YOU DONT LIKE THEM
Me: who the fuck am i teasing?
Girl: you change your mind like you cha
Girl: nge the channel
Girl: you like them, you dont, you want them to like you, they dont,
Girl: they do
Girl: i dont know its like
Girl: its like i dont know
Girl: im not trying to offend you
Me: no no no ...
Girl: i dont know if you see it about yourself
Me: i get it
Girl: like
Girl:
Girl: you told me
Girl: you're not interested in wallace or whatever
Girl: but you were like WALLACE WALLACE
Girl: and then you flirt with him
Girl: and lead him on
Me: what?
Me: i did not flirt with him
Girl: how could he not think that?
Me: im alwqays like that to wallace
Me: he is always so nice to me
Me: flirt?
Me: whatever
Girl: well lyndsay like
Girl: i dont think you realize
Girl: because it makes you feel good
Me: when a guy likes me?
Me: what?
Girl: yeah like you thrive on it
Girl: it gives you a boost because you have no self esteem
Me: then, it sinks again
Girl: no its like
Girl: why judge yourself on what other people think of you?
Girl: or how many boys like you?
Girl: i mean go back and read things you wrote in your livejournal
Girl: i like him. no i like him. but he's hott.
Girl: you're always looking for love and acceptance
Girl: and there isnt anything wrong with that
Girl: but you wont find it there
Me: well obviously there is.. b/c i can totally see u telling me this is person... slapping your hand.. and yelling
Girl: no lyndsay its just
Girl: you end up hurting yourself
Girl: and other people too
Girl: like the boy from chillis
Me: i never hurt him
Me: he got over it
Me: i told him he was a woman
Me: and he wsaid that he's been told that b4
Girl: how do you know? you totally blew him off AFTER you lead him on
Me: no
Girl: nevermind
Girl: forget it i take it all back
Girl: and anyway i can see you telling 3980293 people about this conversation
Girl: just know that i love you
Girl: and that now i feel really bad
Girl signed off at 11:47:08 PM.