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[outofammo]

frankly i'm dead tired of being lubavitch by default. uninspired by others having the same problem. nauseated by mentalblog. turned off by moshiach having a last name. sick of word moshiach, actually. at this point lubavitch is like bad tv. how embarrassing.
yet i have 'lubavitch' tattooed on my heart. i just wish i wouldn't get so involved keeping the party line that i forget why i joined in the first place.