Cranberries - one of north america's native fruits.
Last night i took nyquil at midnight. Basically I slept until 1:30 today.
Nyquil is powerful stuff, do not mess with it. Do not laugh in the face of Nyquil. It may just kill you.
This week is proving to make me feel down, i do not know why. I think it is sleep problems/malnutrition. I do not feel like me.
I'm doing the same stuff, but it doesn't feel the same. I think i need a strong sense of purpose here, because i do not believe I have one here. It's hard to live somewhere, thinking that it'd be exactly the same if you were dead. It is true.
I've come to like my school more, but it's just that feeling that i miss, that sense of purpose. The feeling that you know you made something different. It subconsciously gave my subconscious ego a huge boost everyday when I had that sense of purpose. Then it's taken away, and you watch DVDs and work in between meals. Time is wasting away.
I know christmas and vacation will make me feel better, but i wish iwas one of thos ekids that just burned all their bridges when they went to college, and just never want to come home. I honestly would kill for that. To just want to stay in college the rest of my life.
I should just have fun, when i get older i may be wishing i was still in college.
By the way i saw the play last weekend, it was excellent. It was great to see everyone and such. They're all good people.
Going to watch Arrested Development. Goodnight.
Nyquil is powerful stuff, do not mess with it. Do not laugh in the face of Nyquil. It may just kill you.
This week is proving to make me feel down, i do not know why. I think it is sleep problems/malnutrition. I do not feel like me.
I'm doing the same stuff, but it doesn't feel the same. I think i need a strong sense of purpose here, because i do not believe I have one here. It's hard to live somewhere, thinking that it'd be exactly the same if you were dead. It is true.
I've come to like my school more, but it's just that feeling that i miss, that sense of purpose. The feeling that you know you made something different. It subconsciously gave my subconscious ego a huge boost everyday when I had that sense of purpose. Then it's taken away, and you watch DVDs and work in between meals. Time is wasting away.
I know christmas and vacation will make me feel better, but i wish iwas one of thos ekids that just burned all their bridges when they went to college, and just never want to come home. I honestly would kill for that. To just want to stay in college the rest of my life.
I should just have fun, when i get older i may be wishing i was still in college.
By the way i saw the play last weekend, it was excellent. It was great to see everyone and such. They're all good people.
Going to watch Arrested Development. Goodnight.