When life seems to punch you in the face
Just woke up from the first time I've slept in 30 hours or more. I feel defeated. I'm not sure what to do about school. I just had one of those quarters where everyone's work was so much better than mine. Having a pox apon me didn't help, either. I'm afraid that my technical ability and understanding is never going to be good enough to suffice in the real world. I'm not able to draw spectacularly, so why hire me? Especially when you could hire someone with better skill and who will get work in on time. I need rest, recovery, and more colored pencils.