"nothing to be done"
today i:
slept in my own bed.
woke up to immediately clean my entire house in a grand total of 45 minutes.
read my AP history review book.
increased my likelihood of currently having skin cancer.
turned a color other than pale.
wore my lion king shirt.
talked to jessica.
read an entire novel.
thought about what i would do if my parents (mom and michael) died. [i couldn't figure out what i would do. there's only so much room for the reality or mortality at this age.]
cried.
ate cereal for dinner.
peeled my nail polish from my fingers.
read a magazine.
involved myself in a great deal of daydreaming.
remembered what it was like to be depressed.
thought about returning to blonde.
mused the point of samuel beckett's waiting for godot. [it's hopeless.]
thought about telling my stepdad that i got the artpace internship.
wanted to fall in love.
failed to fold my laundry.
wanted to crawl out of my skin.
decided that i don't give a shit about nhs because it really won't do anything for me in the long run. [why should i prove myself to you?]
and that was my day.
slept in my own bed.
woke up to immediately clean my entire house in a grand total of 45 minutes.
read my AP history review book.
increased my likelihood of currently having skin cancer.
turned a color other than pale.
wore my lion king shirt.
talked to jessica.
read an entire novel.
thought about what i would do if my parents (mom and michael) died. [i couldn't figure out what i would do. there's only so much room for the reality or mortality at this age.]
cried.
ate cereal for dinner.
peeled my nail polish from my fingers.
read a magazine.
involved myself in a great deal of daydreaming.
remembered what it was like to be depressed.
thought about returning to blonde.
mused the point of samuel beckett's waiting for godot. [it's hopeless.]
thought about telling my stepdad that i got the artpace internship.
wanted to fall in love.
failed to fold my laundry.
wanted to crawl out of my skin.
decided that i don't give a shit about nhs because it really won't do anything for me in the long run. [why should i prove myself to you?]
and that was my day.