I don't want to be like you..
I really feel uneasy today. Is it because I'm going back to work and I feel uneasy about that? I never mentioned that I promoted.. I'm a shift supervisor now and I guess I have more responsibilities. I can handle that. No problem. I have been hanging out with my boss and a couple other people at work more often now. I just I'm so use to going into work early and just working has faded and now I dread to go into the office because of the evil stares that they bitches give me and other employees. They act like they know exactly why I'm there but they have no clue. I actually do my job. I really do. I love this job.
Maybe I'm uneasy because I have been feeling kind of upset to my stomach. I guess it might be because I have to talk to my boss today and work out my schedule with him because they said some of the hours overlapped and I know they didn't but they can be very stupid at times. My boss also acted like working 110 hours for two weeks was a sin. I simple told him that I've done more. I've pulled close to 160 before. I just like to work at my job. My parents have been seriously annoying me and I just like being out of the house. I cannot stand to be at my home for longer then 2 hours unless I am sleeping and even then they bug me. In my sleep. My dreams are filled with these pictures that I cannot make out and really see the full picture. I had a guy walk past the other night and I got very cold and had the smell of blood fill my senses. I could not shake that feeling he gave me. I wish I could because I almost could not handle it. I think I might go to walmart here in a little bit. Buy some things. I wonder if they have exclamation. I hear that is a very pretty scent. I guess I'll try it out. If I don't like it I can always give it away.I guess my post has trailed off so many different times that there is no way possible that anyone could make sense completely of it. I don't even think I could.
So I leave it at this and there might be another post in the upcoming days. Who knows how my brain thinks. I sure as hell don't.