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[outcasted_angel]

It's funny how you always fell like you want one thing for the longest time...but as soon as you are allowed to have it, you realize that you never really wanted it. You get and realize it was never anything remotely what you ever wanted, but you don't have the heart to let it go because it finally gave you the chance to have it

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[cabbitt]

I'm sorry you're stuck in a melancholy mood. *offers cookies and a hug*

The only times I feel that way are over boys. *grimaces*

[outcasted_angel]

Most of my last few posts have been about boys. *nods*

[cabbitt]

I felt like that with my last boyfriend. He dumped me, a year passed, asked me out again, and for some stupid reason I said yes. Sweet guy(for the most part) but once I got him, I didn't want him anymore. I stayed with him for about 2 1/2 months and then dumped him. Not to hurt him, but just because I wasn't mentally in the relationship.

[outcasted_angel]

Heh. Or it's like that big crush you'd have and they ask you out and then it's like.. Wow, what the freak was I smoking when I had a crush on him..

[cabbitt]

Heh, I'm the girl who doesn't show interest in anyone (while secretly pining).

I want them to want me, and then I get aggravated when they decide on someone else because I won't give them the time of day. I'm... a confusing person to say the least..

[outcasted_angel]

Well, that pretty much sums me up as well, but I will from time to time drop a tiny hint that I like them.