Jun 07, 2007 21:08
Okay, 60 weeks ago was my last post and it was about when i had moved away on my own. That has failed and I'm living back at home.
I'm going to spill my guts once again and hope for the best to work out. Advice is always welcome.
Okay, I haven't dated for over a year. It's not that I wouldn't mind dating someone but I don't want to be used like I have been in my past relationships. I don't want my friends to know I'm still hurt with what happened with my last boyfriend so I play the non-dating act as no-one is up to my standard. When a guy is interested in me, I love it but I know at one point I'm going to blow him off because I didn't want to get into a relationship at the time. I'm now ready but I'm so into the blowing off habit I have to hold back the urges and actually try to talk to the guy. I think I may like this guy I've been talking to but I've been so out of the dating loop I can't tell if the guy is really into me or just out for a piece of ass.
I will have my guard up and if anything slowly proceeds I may slowly bring down those walls.
Anyways. Miss me?