Sick to my chest...heartbroken!
Last night, my boss mentioned to me as I left work that we had a meeting with our new owners today and we were going to get our (severence) papers. I've been sick with worry since.
And sure enough today, I found out I was going to be laid-off from work. It will become a reality for me late in June.
Much of today was spent feeling an empty hole in my chest, and having labored breathing because of the news. I was really emotionally sick all day.
While the layoff will happen, they will do everything they can to find a position for me and everyone else they layoff. Which is kind-of a blessing, but it requires me to be very open about my options, which I don't know how open I can be.
For now, Life goes on rather painfully for me for the next couple days till I can get acclamated to news and the prospects of what may and may not happen.
And sure enough today, I found out I was going to be laid-off from work. It will become a reality for me late in June.
Much of today was spent feeling an empty hole in my chest, and having labored breathing because of the news. I was really emotionally sick all day.
While the layoff will happen, they will do everything they can to find a position for me and everyone else they layoff. Which is kind-of a blessing, but it requires me to be very open about my options, which I don't know how open I can be.
For now, Life goes on rather painfully for me for the next couple days till I can get acclamated to news and the prospects of what may and may not happen.