depression???

Apr 13, 2005 22:08

hi guys. i ma so depressed. i guess its just a stage and ill grow out of it but it naturally just sucks. i mean when i woke up today i just knew it was going to be a horrible day. see when i got to school everything was fine till i got to first peroid where ms.dellosa started pickin on me. she would not leave me alone. i just cant stand her. then in lunch it was horrible. i wated half my lunch in aline then i sat down and like no one would really talk to me. then in second my so called friends were just being assholes and then angie was like w/e to me so i was just like fuck it. so i walked out. it was sooooooo stupid. anyway in third i was sooooooo bored. i mean i finished my hoimework in no time and then my teacher was like just sit there so i left to the office. ms.banks was like u cant do that so i was like w/e. then after school i was talkin to dan about his grandma and about him when that slut came up. i was omg!... but i left so i wouldnt get mad. then when i got home instead of facin my fears of seein people who hate me i said i was grounded so i wouldnt have to go to church. i mean it sucks. i lost everybody who loved me. i just want to die. it really sucks. maybe i will die. i just dont kno. but death looks pretty apetising to me right now. i dont kno. w/e and maybe u will see me in the obitiries tomorrow. look 4 me. bye. tonite is a cuttin nite. it is so poredicable no one cares so w/e.
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