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hi guys. everythings ok here i suppose. just thinkin. today dan left for georgia. he wont be back till tuesday so thats not really something im happy about. i wont really get to clear thngs up with him till he gets back. we got in a fight over his ex. i dont kno. she just bugs me. ug.like today when she was at his truck i just wanted to go up and...nm. w/e. its just not worth it.lifes to short to waste it fighting with people you barly kno, if you kno what i mean. life is something that should be enjoyed not hated. i miss dan. i hope hes ok. i really do. anyway, today in first peroid ms.delosa wrote me up. i was reading a magazine in class and she took it and now i may have a referal on my record. i kno it sucks. well besides that i guess science was pretty good. then in first lunch today i sat with my usual people and i guess we had fun except i couldnt help think about dan. he is just always on my mind. there it goes again. idk. anyway after lunch i went to second. it was an ok second hour except when the second lunch bell rang i went to second luch and spent time with matt. at first we went byt he media center and sat outside there and then we went outside. we started talking and then flirting and then both. then adam and a bunch of kids came out and we were like go away and they did and then matt and i just chilled. we talked and then the bell rang. i walked him to class and that was that. then in third hour. after third hour i went outside and waited for matt. then later when we were outside for about ten minutes me and matt walked to wendys. we had fun. we talked and flirted and then we ended up at wendys. after wendys we were walking around. then we tried to sit in the stairwell at the office buliding by my school a securit guard came out and we susoected he called the cops on us cause like twenty minutes later we were at our "special spot" and we heard sirens so me and matt got up and ran. we were like god dammit. then when we found out that it was just a firetruck we collapsed at the hotel near my school. once we were there we talked for like 10 min. it was fun. i almost kissed him but i dident. then once we left there we walked around the hotel and finally ended up making out in the stairwell. i mean its not the most romantic place in the world but it was just perfect for us. then after we stopped making out we went out by the pool and just sat close, holding hands and talked. it was so romantic, but then brian and everyone one else had to come up and ruin it. i was like damn guys. then as we were running away from them we ended up in the inside of an hotel room looking throught he window waiting 4 them. well about 5 min later in eachothers arms again we werre making out. it was so romantic. i was like omg. then when we finally left we were holding hands and went to go see everytbody. we dident care what they thought be we dident tell them anything.lol. i was like gleaming. matt is so hot. lol. ok. anyway then rachel told matt he could do better then i had said she was a bitch and nobody liked her. thats when i got up and left the scene. i was headed back off to school. matt soon flollowed. thats when me and matt started talking and within 5 min we started kissing again in front of the school. it was so cool. i was just like awwwww.lol. then the guys came up and were asking us a whole bunch of questions but matt had to leave so i was soooo bumed. but i called him and left a message on his phone. i am really happy that i may get my chance with matt. i really like him if u cant tell. well who could blame me. i guess i am the lucky one here. i like matt, i like matt, i like matt!!!!! well i gtg but i will talk to u l8er. bye.

p.s. i like mat, i like matt, i like matt!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)......lol....bye matt and everybody else. i like matt :)