goodness
are you kiddin me? cmon...i'm reading a book in one of my classes that has this guy that obsesses over a shallow attraction so much that when the girl shuts him down he commits suicide....how stupid do you have to be...and it seems like a similar mindset is spreading...."im alone and i hate this...i have noone....it'd be better if i were dead..." rahrrr....so stupid...in the book, the guy says, "one thing is certain--nothing justifies a man's existance like being loved."...you know what, he's right...but lots of people these days dont think they have this love...we need to wake up...look how we are loved...even though we are filthy, loathsome idiots, we still have a free shot at a love that's greater than any other...i guess its just part of our nature to be so stubborn that we think that we are right no matter what...we think that no love could be better than the love that we dream of...oh but its not true...truetrue love comes with patience and satisfaction with Christ...and we get a glimpse of it everyday we wake up and we're alive and we realize we shouldn't be...it seems like we take it for granted, you know..waking up....everything....we go around dwelling in our sadness and disappointment with life...instead of striving to glorify God with every breathe, every smile, every word..and then trying to rub off on other people...i wanna rub off on everybody i can...im gushing with joy with the graciousness of my Father...hey go look in the mirror and try to make yourself think you a racecar...just try it, its funny...well if that doesnt work, go read a Psalm..any Psalm...actually, go read a Psalm anyway....everyday....think about it all day...it'll make your day better...God makes smiling and laughing easier....maybe im weird, but i think God likes to laugh...yes, im stupid, but that's just what i think...