WHY ARE THERE PARENTS?

[out_to_sea73]

who likes being told what to do? i dunno anyone who does... i mean i bet our parents didnt ike their parents telling them what to doso why do they now tell us what to do and how to be? i cant stand them dont they realize if they keep telling us something to do the more that we dont want to do it.?. n i also hate it when they then make u feel bad about it and like say a bunch of bull shit that makes u start to rethink n try to change ur mind n then when u say no i dont want to do it they get pissed off n the whole thing starts over again....

anyways the reason im saying this is b/c i dont like playing basketball anymore i dont like my coach n i dont have fun playing anymore.. i get frustrated soeasily n i dont understand why i should be unhappy so i can plese my paretn stupid dream of playing basketball it just pisses me off! n then my dad had the fucking nerver to say "fine i dont care what you do you can sit at home on ur lazy ass for all i care" and then i jsut fucking walked out the room i wa like how the hell can u say that to me when all ihave ever done is play soo many god damn sports for u.... he cant fucking understand anythign i jsut wish that one day he could see what i go through to fucking please him n he doesnt care at all all he has every wanted is a son n he fucking pushes that fucking dream on me even though he can clearly see that IM A GIRL!!!!!! idunno i just cant stand it anymore i need to get away awat from everything

well im sorry for whoever reads this b/c all it is.. is me bitchy n complaing about my damn paretns but w/e im just sorry

well i have my doctors appt tomorrow for my knee wish me luck! I DONT WANNA GET SURGERY... but the plus side is if i need surgery i wont be able to play baskletball how sick is that! im hoping for surgery well i dont want it but i could be a plus...?? god im so dumb