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today turned out to be a kind of screwed up day, i woke up at 7am and couldnt fall back asleep until like 815 or so, then i slept until 230 . i woke up, went to work and worked all day...but Adam came up to me first thing and told me he had something good to tell me, but didnt want to tell me until the end of the shift...so naturally i went to scott and asked him what was up, and scott told me i was going to become star baker...which is a really good thing. that looks so awesome on your file and it looks good on becoming a manager. so, i was really excited all night, just to find out a different baker got it instead because i havent been a certified baker for 6 months. i think adam, paul and tim should have done their research long before tonight..and scott should have made sure because i was so excited...it seems like i do so much for the company, and i dont get jack in return...what have they ever seriously given me? they let me choose between server and baker, but they knew i was going to pick bakery first because i know they still are way understaffed back there, and im not going to just screw them over. so im not really sure what is going on, scott told me he really wants to get me what i want there, but im honestly not sure what i want to do with the company anymore, its like i dont even know what will make me happy there anymore because ive done so much bad shit there.