my a p o l o g y <3
okay so last night i was lying down in my bed tryin to go to sleep but i couldnt because i had a lot on my mind.
im writing this to you not to ask for ur friendship back, or not to kiss ass. just so i could to be the better person in this. i hate arguing and i hate having ppl on my bad side. ya i know ive been an asswhole lately and ive said some stupid shit but im sorry. i just think its stupid that our "friendship" had to be thrown away for money. ya it was a lot of money. & even though it hurt that u said that ur right, ur parents can afford it and mine cant. My parents shouldve told me earlier that we couldnt do it so i couldve told you sooner than we did. that right there was my fault. i dont think that the harsh words we exchanged were needed. im also writing to you to tell you that just because we're not friends anymore im not gonna go ahead and talk behind ur back. im not gonna call you names behind ur back , im not gonna make up lies about you. & if i ever come across a person who talks behind ur back ill be glad to defend you. because there was a point in my life when ur were my friend and we did have each others back. maybe in the future we realize that it was stupid, that it was just a fight two teenage girls go through. im not asking for ur friendship or anything else. All im askin is that you forgive me and put everything else behind us. You can forgive but u cant forget, and i understand. I guess this is my last goodbye..like i said before Take Care<3
im writing this to you not to ask for ur friendship back, or not to kiss ass. just so i could to be the better person in this. i hate arguing and i hate having ppl on my bad side. ya i know ive been an asswhole lately and ive said some stupid shit but im sorry. i just think its stupid that our "friendship" had to be thrown away for money. ya it was a lot of money. & even though it hurt that u said that ur right, ur parents can afford it and mine cant. My parents shouldve told me earlier that we couldnt do it so i couldve told you sooner than we did. that right there was my fault. i dont think that the harsh words we exchanged were needed. im also writing to you to tell you that just because we're not friends anymore im not gonna go ahead and talk behind ur back. im not gonna call you names behind ur back , im not gonna make up lies about you. & if i ever come across a person who talks behind ur back ill be glad to defend you. because there was a point in my life when ur were my friend and we did have each others back. maybe in the future we realize that it was stupid, that it was just a fight two teenage girls go through. im not asking for ur friendship or anything else. All im askin is that you forgive me and put everything else behind us. You can forgive but u cant forget, and i understand. I guess this is my last goodbye..like i said before Take Care<3